Happy 19th Birthday Sya
May all your dreams come true

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been a hell of a week
with more to come
almost lost my strength
struggling to hold on

pray for me?

freaking cold

the weather turned schizo on early Fri morn
ard 5am Subuh time
with howling winds that sounded like it was going to bring down the walls
so much so that Tina woke up thinking it was Judgement Day!
*heh*
trust me gerl
you wouldn't want to be around on Judgement Day

been raining on off eversince then
well
looks like it's time i keep all those thin clothings
and bring out all those thick ones

classes on Ulumul Hadeeth (Science of Hadeeth) at IISCA are getting more and more interesting
touched on the importance of Hadeeth and Sunnah during Sat's class

Sis Mariati's Mom's visiting from Indonesia to see her new granddaughter
she came along to the class as well
seeing her reminds me of Nyayi back home
especially seeing the way she handled the baby

so after 4 trips to the City Mosque
i was finally able to pray at the mosque
*heh*

first trip was last year
on a whim
i decided to venture and check out where it is located
even though at that time i couldn't pray
2nd was during Easter break 2 weeks ago when i went with Aisyah and Imelda
3rd was during the Sat when i went out for a movie with Bad and Aisyah
we stopped by there last Sat for Maghrib and stayed on till Isyak

discussion on pros and cons of staying on came up while with Aisyah
and she's right
when you've got the social network
it's a tad easier

exam timetable's confirmed
21st and 22nd it is for me then

gonna be a long week ahead
an assignment due on Fri
a pairwork, and both me and my partner suck at this unit

seems like it's late nights on campus for me
then again
what else is new aye?

quote from Hafiz

"i may have an interest of her in my heart
but it's you who is in her heart"

*melts*

he's always had a way with words
that dear friend of mine

Happy Birithday Sister Darling~
*muacks*
praying for your success in your scholarship application

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i feel truly, absolutely blessed
He drops his bountings in truly unexpected ways

reached home 10mins to midnight last night
did my timesheets and completed tmr's assignment as well
had an hour sleep before waking up again at 4.30am to sahur
another 2 hour sleep at 6.30
then headed for school

after the one hour tutorial at 10
went to the prayer room to catch some shut eye
and that's when it happened

there was a brother in the room as well
on the other side of the tabir of course
he was reading the Quran
Yassin and al-Waqiah to be precise

and his voice was good
damn good
almost as good as Mishary
his reading was real smooth
almost like singing
i was practically lullabied to sleep by him

that's when i thought

is this my reward God?
for the week?
for the day?
for whatever i have done?
coz i feel truly.... blessed
i feel like He's saying or trying to show me something

*smiles*

met AJ (short for Amir something) yesterday, a Chinese-Muslim from Brunei
he was standing there alone
smoking along the walkway of K block
couldn't recognise him the first time when he said hi to me
with his hair all messed up
when we exchanged news regarding each other
found out the reason for his somewhat sombre face

my deepest and most heartfelt condolences going out to AJ and his family upon the death of his nenek over the Easter break

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nicoll highway collapsed?

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i feel touched
she came to school today with some food prepared for my iftaar
knowing that i'll be fasting as usual

thanks Tina sweetie
really appreciate the gesture
may He reward you for your deeds

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time is 2133hrs and am still in school right now
the perils of groupwork no?

exactly 2 months to my papers
been a slight change to my exam dates
yeap
i still have 3 papers to sit for
only now i've 2 papers to sit for on the first day and only one the next
and that first day happens to be my birthday
talk about a great birthday present from the Uni

so many things been running through my mind of late
even though i probably should be worrying about them only next year
but i can't stop myself from thinking about it

if i do stay
one thing's for sure
it won't be by choice
but by circumstances

*sigh*

me going off to school now momma. *hugs*
0146hrs, Melbourne time

it was a simple msg... yet it totally made my day... extremely touched that she bothers to msg me at all...

am praying for the best for Hazrul...

so here's what's waiting for me when school re-starts tmrw...

1) programming
2) two assignments due in week 7
3) one assignment due in week 8
4) programming
5) one assignment due in week 9
6) THREE assignments due in week 12
7) one assignment due in week 13
8) programming
9) revision for exams
10) did i say programming?

*bleargh*

am both looking forward and dreading the end of the semester... looking forward to end everything... but dreading all the work that comes along the way...

oh well... i'll survive...

...right?

that feeling of melancholy and whole-hearted love for my family came over me sometime today...

was waiting for Aisyah to perform her obligations at the city mosque when Mum rang... got some updates from her on what's going on back home... apparently Sis has managed to get through to the final interview stage for the A Star scholarship interview... she's one of the 2 Malays to get through... the other's her friend... the scholarship offers 8 years in all... 3 years of honours, 3 years of Masters and 2 years of Phd... but she's still waiting for NUS' offer though...

after the phonecall, sat there thinking how much the scholarship offer would mean to my family... Sis would achieve her dream and at the same time would take a huge load off my parents... somehow the thought of wanting my Sis to really be able to achieve her dreams brought tears to my eyes... and the thought of being so far away from the loved ones just made them flow faster...

it's good to have a cry sometimes aye...?

met up with Badriyah after IISCA... watched 50 First Dates... a very heart-warming show... i got that warm, fuzzy feeling after watching the show... worth catching it you guys...

headed for Ong for dinner after Maghrib... and had a nice long dinner with Aisyah... complete with a dessert of ice kacang... talking about nothing and everything really...

she's here with me now... invited her for a sleepover.... we're gonna indulge in a good ol' dose of Hindi movie by watching Kal Ho Na Ho later...

apologies to Hazrul for not being able to be a good friend by listening to what he has to say early this morning... my mind was still cloudy ah dear... slept late but woke up as usual to do my work... give me another chance to be a good friend?

am really touched by the sms-es sent by dohter darling early this morning... love that girl lots... *muacks*

and he called me kental for not having tried Komalas before.... who's the one that's kental now huh...?

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in an sms received sometime around 4.52am this morning...

"me going to bed now momma. miss u. remember the time you, me and wak stayed up real late talking on msn? was thinking about that. now all of us seem too bz with our own life."

i miss you too sweetheart... i may be bz but y'all are never far from my thoughts and are always in my heart...

*big hugs*

Happy Birthday Fariezan Darling~

three years on and i still remember your birthday... impressed huh? =P we may not be close but you're one of those special people in my life *smiles*

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i *think* i know what that dreadful feeling is all about... think He showed me...

came back from campus and worked on my studio assignment... and found that i'm having trouble connecting to the server from my laptop...

this spells trouble... coz it would mean that i have to work from school... do all my programming in school... maybe even pull an all-nighter in school... overnight there or something... *yikes* not good i tell you...

gonna get the tutors to take a look at my laptop... hopefully they can help... *praying hard*

have you guys ever woke up one day feeling like 'uh-oh... something's not right... something big is gonna happen soon and it aint gonna be good...'

my normal routine is to have an early night and wake up around 3a.m. to do my work... i usually have a short nap around 7a.m. if i have a late class or group mtg at 11... been having this feeling of dread ever since i woke up this morning... like something REAL BAD is gonna happen around the corner... keep thinking about it all the time while making my way to campus...

it can't be PMS... coz my cycle's about to finish... the last time i had this feeling, i soon received news that Atuk passed away...

hhmm.... really can't shake the feeling off... rasa macam nak nangis pon ada... not a very good feeling to have i tell you... not really sure what brought this on though... could it be due to a particular entry i read this morn..?

wonder what He has in store for me....

why only NOW...?

why at the eleventh hour...?

i wish i could oblige but it's almost impossible...

*sigh*

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my entry on Sunday 11th April....

DON'T ever tell me what to do... esp when it comes to what i write on MY blog... i won't even acknowledge your comment...

you caught me on a totally bad day, thus the need to ban you straightaway... i won't apologise for what i did coz what you did was totally wrong... but i've removed the ban anyway...

i am NOT going to feel guilty!

finally called and asked if we're coming... am i in the wrong here? i thought i was supposed to receive another confirmation call last nite...? and if i had not called on Monday nite i wouldn't haf found out about the changes... am i wrong here? should i feel guilty for not calling them to tell them i've decided not to come? the fact that i found out about the changes only when i called really really offended and turned me off.... good thing it was juz me and Aisyah... if the housemates had decided to come as well would have been pretty messy... considering that other planned road trip of them and all... do i sound like a whiny petty bitch here?

*bleargh*

there's an error to the quiz questions... surah al-Ma'un is not the surah in the Quran which praises the Quran in itself... that is the answer to the question 'which surah in the Quran curses the persion who is neglectful of prayers?' and i didn't catch what's the answer to the question that i placed in the entry... enlighten us please someone...

so there... i hope i've made that clear...

and kak sheSays, i've other questions but not sure of the answers to them... don't think will put them up... =)

some pics from the quiz

top: Sister Raiyan giving the closing speech at the end of it all...
bottom: the winning sisters' team. sister in the middle is from Oman and the other two from good ol' Malaysia..

pics from yesterday

this was sold at the mosque! didn't buy it though coz not much of a gassy drinker...

view of the mosque sorta stall... bottom pic shows books sold at the mosque... also sold there are Islamic videos, cassettes and CDs...

close ups of some of the books sold there... anybody recognise the bottom book..?

watcha looking at lady?

and finally...

me fooling around taking some self pics while waiting for Aisyah to perform her obligations... *heh*
i look tired no? not to mention fat... *bleargh*

*STILL NOT going to feel guilty*

i NEED a good freeware/adware!! pop-ups keep appearing on my laptop.... nie ah gara-gara blog-hopping... *hmpf*

yest was a great day... Imelda ended up joining Aisyah and myself at the last minute... our first stop was the city mosque... initially wanted to haf brunch at South Yarra but Imelda wanted to try out the burger sold at the mosque after hearing from AJ (Chinese-Muslim guy from Brunei) how nice it tastes... we ended up having our lunch in the staff kitchen area... haha... pretty interesting way of selling things at the mosque they haf there... no one looks after the stand... u juz take what you want and it is up to you to be honest enough to place the money in the money tray...

then it was off to the city... went around looking at jewellery shops coz Imelda wanted to redeem her gift voucher...stopped at OfficeWorks for Imelda to get some stationery... finally bought my space bag from Target... we parted ways after that... Imelda needed to go to Brunswick to get her halal meat while Aisyah and myself headed for Chinatown... bought lotsa self-indulgence stuffs from Chinatown... heh...

headed for the city mosque again for Aisyah to perform her Asar and Maghrib... i learnt from my cousin and uncle when they came here last year that 70% of the taxi drivers here are Muslims (they went exploring together and started chatting up with some people at the mosque)... which probably explains why many of the brothers for jemaah Maghrib were men in blue (taxi drivers here wear uniforms which are blue in colour)... and why there were so many taxis in the carpark next to the mosque....

earlier on in the day, i also learnt that Bro Zulfikar must be quite a figure around here as well... a brother asked me where i was from and when i said Singapore, he went something like, 'the tudung guy, you know who? he's here also...' so i went 'yeah Bro Zulfikar... yeah i know he's here...' hehe...

anyway, after Maghrib we headed for South Yarra for dinner... and i saw a possum for the first time! (terserlah sungguh ke-jakun-nan ako sebagai seorang sg) or at least i think it was a possum... while walking from the mosque to the train station, we had to walk past Flagstaff Gardens... and there were a couple of possums running around... managed to get a shot... will upload all the pics i've taken yest later today ayte...

AND! Aisyah and myself learnt that it's not easy putting theory into practice! hah! what happened was after the possum experience and while still walking to the train station... there was this big dog that suddenly walked from behind Aisyah and licked her hand.... *yech* so we had to put into practice what we learnt about sertu-ing yourself... looked around for soil... tanah liat was out of the question... none around that area... even then the soil had a lot of those tiny stones in them.... after that experience, we were so ready for our dinner...

dinner was great... sitting al-fresco at the Falafel House... had a great time talking to her... from family stuffs to finding the significant other in our lives to the possiblity of staying on and working here... *ponders* farnie how i can really open up to someone i juz met but can hardly communicate with the housemates... hhmm...

it's really nice to finally find someone who shares the same values as you... juz like myself, Aisyah is really particular about performing her obligations... which is a nice change from most of the people i mix around with (they shall remain nameless k)... with them, i sometimes feel guilty at being the only one who watches the time to make sure i won't miss my prayers... that guilt shouldn't be there should it? and she's one great girl that Aisyah... used to be active with Darul Arqam and her pet topics include judgement day and comparative religion... finally someone i can relate to!

donch think i'm going for the trip after all... tired is one thing... the other thing is that, i've still yet to receive confirmation details from the organiser... and it's supposed to be today... can you believe it? shows how sincere the person is aye... oh well... live and learn huh?

housemates are off to a road trip organised by their Photography Club later so i'll haf the whole house to myself! greatness i tell you... gonna indulge in some pampering by cooking briyani today *grins* hhmm.... although i think i may haf to make that trip to Carnegie to get the groceries... yechh... and my partner whom i'm doing an assignment with called up asking if i could come down to discuss the assignment... leceh betul nie minah... kejap thurs, kejap wed.... dahlah gitu dia tak paham macam maner nak buat nak tgk mcm mana ako buat ako punya pulak... banyak cerita lah deknie.... *hmpf* not sure if i'm going to campus though... maybe i should ask her to come here instead?

i might put up the pics later today... so watch this space aye dearies...

and i STILL NEED freeware/adware... [cue pitiful face] help me?

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Fiz darling, don't get too high now aye... you're nearly there in getting your diploma so donchh let it go... besides, don't you think you might be on the rebound now? and yesh... He does work in farnie ways *smiles* juz look at how we turned out *grins*

And Rul, i miss you too sweetie but when you get into that business talk of yours... i'm sure glad that we haf the computer screen between us... *heh*

went to bed feeling kinda pissed at someone...

imagine making plans with someone... and you're all ready and psyched up to go the next day... when you call that someone to confirm the plans for the next day, you find out that there has been a change of plans... you wouldn't have known this if you hadn't called up that someone!

*bleargh*

now i'm having second tots about going on that trip after all...

nevertheless, because of that someone, i've made other plans to keep me occupied later... and at the same time get to fulfil my intention of visiting the city mosque...

been wanting to go there since like 3 weeks ago... was thinking of doing it on Friday and probably join in Friday prayers as well (this was before i found out i couldn't pray *heh*)... had to rethink that with the amount of work to be done... now that's the plan been postponed, might as well i go later today since i have left Tuesday free anyway...

so yeah... going out with Aisyah later... probably brunch at South Yarra, since she hasn't been there before... head for city mosque and Chinatown...

*sigh*

i feel really bad towards Aisyah... knew she was looking forward to the trip but because of the change in the day, she can't come due to other commitments... had to break the news to her only at the last minute... *bleargh* i try not to make promises that i can't keep, and this had to happen... plus it really sucks to have my plans disrupted at the eleventh hour... i'm not one to do things impromptu and i really hate it when things do not go as planned... that someone does not even have the courtesy to call me up to inform me... i would probably have gone to bed thinking i'll still be going on that trip later today... talk about rude... and since Aisyah will not be going at all, i doubt i will too...

could this be the result of mom not giving her full blessings for the trip...? hhmm....

anyway, here's the answers to the questions...
1) surah al-Ma'un
2) Musa a.s.
3) Abu Rehan Beruni
4) 30 years
5) The Byzantine Army
6) Mount Safwa
7) mind
8) father
9) it was based on the Byzanthinium Calendar
10) Maryam

hhmm.... guys on irc should learn better pick-up lines...

boy_tingg: hi
boy_tingg: askum?
boy_tingg: cr to chat

kemek: sihat2 d sana? bleh chat?

TreKKer: as'kum.........

yucks i tell you...

i'm suddenly missing my dohter and Nishy....

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now that everything is out, i realise now that it was juz an infatuation... trust me to go all perasan and dreamy-eyed *heh* there is that tinge of disappointment but nevertheless, i do believe that he deserves someone better than me... so here's wishing you firus all the best in getting that girl! *grins*

there were more, but these were among the ones i managed to scribble and understand what i wrote... my handwriting for the rest is illegible... heh... enjoy them people...

1) which surah in the Quran is in praise of the Quran itself?

2) the Quran talks about the history/story of which prophet the most?

3) who discovered light travels faster than sound? Marwan Ibn Haitham, Razi Ibn Ishaq, Zakariya Razi or Abu Rehan Beruni?

4) approximately how many years did the Rashidun Era or the era of the rightly guided Caliphs last?

5) Khalid Ibn Al-Walid defeated which army during a major engagement at Marj Al-Saffar?

6) 3 years after the relevation, the Prophet addressed the Arabs publicly for the first time to preach openly. Where did this event take place?

7) Nawas Ibn Saman: virtue is a good conduct and sin is that which pinches your ______ and you feel afraid if people should come to know of the same.

8) Anas b Malik: none of you is a believer till i am dearer to him than his child, his ________ and the whole of humanity siblings.

9) why was Al-Beruni declared a heretic when he produced the the prayer time table?

10) who's father was Imran a.s?

DON'T ever tell me what to do... esp when it comes to what i write on MY blog... i won't even acknowledge your comment...

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IISCA was great... Sis Mariati started to teach us on the 'Science of Hadeeth'... class was a tad disrupted juz now though coz we were locked out so there was no tajweed...

Ust Abdul Rahman from sg is here... giving syarahan at Werribee College since Fri till tmrw... i am so stuck in the wrong side of Melbourne i tell you...

the word 'assignments' was a forbidden word for me today (Friday)... yet it's there haunting me at the back of my mind... *bleargh*

great lunch wif friends... Rina cooked lontong (using instant paste and instant lontong), Michelle cooked sago gula melaka and i cooked roti kirai... watched 'Saathiya' together after lunch, rented of course... and rented another dvd from Blockbuster... 'Calendar Girls'... great show with beautiful scenic views... pretty heartwarming movie...

too lazy to attempt tafseer homework... so sue me?

Apiz once told me this... and i thought couple of you peeps out there should take it to heart...
sometimes in love, it's not a matter of holding on and taking care of it... but rather letting go and let it be happy...

happy 13th birthday Brother darling...
you can claim your birthday kiss from me when i get back k *winks*

feeling kinda farked up... freaking pissed wif mum... had a quarrel wif her over the phone... told her about d ocean road plan on Tue and she went ballistic.... 'alahh... aku tak percaya lah orang2 drive nie semua... nanti tgk mcm kat suratkhabar tuh semua... accident lah apa lah...'

hearing her say that kinda hurt... almost broke down... like fark... i tot she would be pleased or feel glad for me that i'm taking this trip to chill out... instead she said that... (am breaking down now btw)

sometimes i wish she'd be less paranoid... i mean... i firmly believe that if i take care of my affairs wif Him, He'll take care of me... it's not like i'm going on this trip to party or do something sinful or anything lyddat...

*bleargh*

a terrible way to end a great day...

the quiz was wonderful... reached home almost midnight... the society rented one car from the Uni and another brother used his car to transport us sisters there and back to each of our house...

i learnt a couple of things, namely
1) sisters look beautiful in hijab, regardless of the way they wear it... sad though that not many realise this...
2) i realised how shallow my knowledge regarding Islam is... and that really stinks...

Monash Uni won first place... but it was the participants from Clayton campus that won it though... the farnie thing is that... the sisters from my campus (Caulfield) was last in the overall for the sisters side... and the brothers from my campus were first (the quiz was conducted separately for sisters and brothers).... but at the end of it all they combined the marks... so eventually... Monash Caulfield campus came in 5th... hurhur... the sisters side kinda brought the whole team down... hahaha... had a good laugh over that...

got to know this sg girl who's a PR here wif here family... studying at Clayton campus though... freaky thing is that she used to stay in Pasir Ris, which is near where i'm staying... and was from the same sec sch as me... though she left in 2000 and migrated here... she's kinda erm... modernised and all though... u know with slang and hijab-less and all... =P

housemates and i invited Aisyah and Imelda over for a makan session later today... each of us has to cook and contribute a dish... yours truly cooking roti kirai with chicken curry and erh... this kuih dada like kuih... u know the type that's yellow in colour with inti consisting of daging cincang cooked in curry and mixed vege... wat you call that ar..? erhh... don't get me...? nvr mind...

managed to scribble down some of the questions from the quiz... will share wif y'all over time k... really tired rite now...

*yawns*

we got a D (Distinction) for the first part of our studio assignment... that's a 70% and above grade...

am i happy?

i'm not sure... a HD (High Distinction=80% and above) would have been nice... especially since i worked my ass off this assignment... but then again it's only 10% of the overall grade for this unit... *shrugs*

happy holidays Lyna...

attending this later this evening...

2004 Inter-Varsity Islamic Quiz
Nine University Islamic Societies go head-to-head in this one night event!!!
Date: 8th of April 2004 (Thursday)
Time: 6.45-10.00pm
Venue: Old Arts Building, Melbourne University

the quiz will contain questions about Quran, Hadith, Islamic History, contribution of Muslims to technology, general knowledge qns, sports and other topics of general category...

my campus Islamic Society was looking for both participants as well as spectators for the event... i signed up as spectator of course... but they asked me two days ago if wanna be participant as well... me? participant? heh... i think dohter dahling is in a better position to do that... i'll probably juz put my Uni to shame or something...

can't wait to attend it... firstly because it would be very interesting, getting to meet all these other people who share the same faith as you but come from different parts of the world... secondly, it's also when my Easter break OFFICIALLY starts...

you peeps over at sg might want to consider attending this instead...

oh geez..

first he calls me makcik... then he calls me kak lyna...

being 2mths older does NOT give him the right to do that...

*hmpf*

good luck to Sis and her friend on their DSTA scholarship interview later today

juz when you are on a high... something always happens to bring you down aye?

oh well...

that's life i guess....

well well well....

seems like Sis is having lots of fun hearing NS stories from darling bf... talked to her last night and was excitedly telling me all about them... apparently, she followed his family to see him off at the resort island of Tekong... who would have known that the army camp at Tekong had orange dining hall and pink and purple buildings aye..? anybody out there in charge of Ninja company? you have my permission to tekan recruit Syahrul Hatta... don't tell him you heard it from though... it's all in the name of bonding with your future brother-in-law *winks*

and she already has got her PDL! will soon be sitting for her FTT that little witch *jealous* and yes you bugger... i know it's cheaper to take my licence here... am looking into that for next semester...

assignment's all ready to be submitted... was thinking of taking a little breather today and not touch any assignments... but no such thing for now... might as well i slog over them now... may perhaps get to enjoy the Easter Break next week... already has one plan shaping up... a ride up to Great Ocean Road... all thanks to Badriyah and friends for inviting me and friends.... hope that works out...

now... to print all the lecture and tutorial materials for this week....

i am jealous!!

currently on msn wif Fiz... and he said their performance got great reviews... i am SUPER green wif envy i tell u... they sang zapin, hindustan, oldies, performed using only 1 guitar... and even composed their own song... *sheesh* why didn't all this happen while i was there huh..? there better be a vcd for it...

was going to haf a pictoral (is that how it's spelt?) entry today... but my camera aint that good wif capturing pictures (or issit juz me eh?).. besides uploading them to photobucket takes a mighty long time... dial up kaper...

took a number of pics of trees and neigbourhood gardens while on the way to IISCA... they are looking lovely right now... i mean... haf you guys ever seen trees with leaves of 3 different shades of colors? green, yellow and brown... it's almost the peak of autumn right now so leaves are beginning to fall... it's even lovelier during spring time i tell you... with flowers blooming and looking mighty lovely... can't wait for that to come around... spring also means almost time for homecoming for me.... *grins*

Sis Mariati (think that's how it's spelt) is back at IISCA classes... she was the original sorta ustazah for the classes... been on hiatus due to her pregnancy... only one session with her and you can tell that her knowledge is tremendous... originally from Indonesia, but she converses in Arabic with her daughter Amatullah... mighty envious i am...

i've homework to be done for IISCA... tafseer on al-Kafirun... ehehe... was given a choice between tafseer, seerah (which i really suck at) of either Nabi s.a.w. or the Sahabahs, usulul hadeeth and akhlaq... chose tafseer cause i enjoy doing it... was also given a choice of which surah to do... wanted to choose al-Mulk but erh... macam too ambitious lyddat... heh...

right... now does anybody know where i can get reliable online sources for tafseer?


Another one of our resounding performances.... says:
i feel sooooooooooo daaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmnnnnnnnnn GREAT
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got lotsa reviews...
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still got time to kacau anak dara ORANG!

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Hai cik Apiz...
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Yer cik Mail...
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Jangan over....
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Gurau saja...
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Dia aku punya...
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AKu nak juga...
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Pilih yang lain..
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tetap nak dia...
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Yang itu kan ada...
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Yang itu tak sama...
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Boleh tak apiz....
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Boleh apanya Mail???
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Boleh belah ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya....

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wan jeles..
Another one of our resounding performances.... says:
dia cakap menyesal tak perform

*hmph* i am jeles too!

alhamdullillah.

finally done with Monday's assignment... can now truly relax later today during IISCA... juz need to type out and format it tmrw... hope content's meaty enuf though...

chatting's become such a bore of late... with most of them regular peeps not online... haven't even seen Nishy quite a while now... hhmm... she started her new job last Thurs... wonder how that went...

them loved ones (the brothers that is) at TPMSS haf a nasyid performance later today for Pentas MAG... wish i could be there... Fiz's performing and i heard they've got quite a performance to display... hope it goes well for them... enjoy yourself and take many pictures for me to see k darling?

uh-oh.. forgot ada tajweed homework... need to identify hukum ra and lafzatullah in al-Falaq and an-Nas.. erhh.. can do later on the train ride to class lah... ehehe....

i'm off to perform my Subuh now... leave you guys with this quote...

mudharat dosa di dalam hati seperti mudharat racun di dalam tubuh...
Ibnu Qayyim Al-Jauziyyah. "Noktah-Noktah Dosa: Terapi Penyakit Hati"

i went mental on Wed... it happens right?

i wanted sooo much to sms someone that day, be it either Wan, Apiz or dohter darling... but naahh... buat per susahkan org kan? i'd rather share my joys than my sorrows... let they come to me wif their problems rather than i go to them wif mine...

*shrugs*

that's the problem wif me i guess... won't open up till asked or questioned... and it takes a mightly long time for me to open up... possibly the reason for having this blog? to pen my thoughts and feelings... an online breathing space...

thanks to Nan for the tag... thanks to Bad for the sms last night... thanks to Witchy too for her good night sms... not to mention her comment as well... *muacks*

i'll survive... somehow... sure i'll struggle, but i'll survive... with lots of strength from Him... after all, these challenges are a sign from above that i'm still loved no?

*smiles*